Friday, June 25, 2010

I want my money back.

I was so stupid all these while. I have been blinded by glitters at the surface of this true and lovely world. I have been blindly following the flux of the blinds. As I try to go deeper into the glitters sea, I've heard more and more whisper that I never bother to know where it came from. I was a selfish diver that never knows the amount of oxygen that left in my tank. But at this moment, there are no more clouds but only a beautiful starry night. It is an amazing natural phenomenon; stars at that piece of darkness have arranged in such an order that pointing to the right path.

I have finally got enlightened.

Thank you my lord for the stars.

At least I’ve got an indication now, I should have known my way to the right path of the world. But somehow, to be confident enough to decide my turning junction, I will still need to tilt up my head and refer to you again. I know I can’t have good night all the time without clouds and thunderstorm; natural obstacle that blocks me from seeing you. I know I will need to sharpen my navigation sense and skill when you are not around. And I should have been doing that when I can still see you.

Tonight I'm lying on the surface of that piece of glitters bed; I'm looking at the night sky and those few shiny starts that I’m familiar with. Those glitters are lying behind me now; to my shiny stars I just want you to know I will not let those glitters blind me from seeing you again.

Good night, my shiny stars. I don't see you when the sun comes up, but I'll make sure I will wait you at the dusk.

Angus


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