I had a bad day

well well well, its 9am in a shiny morning and i just felt i got the emotion to type out my feeling. Not in a good vibes now, and feeling so uncomfortable today or more precisely yesterday onward. I always got the faith which is - whenever an acquaintance became my close comrade in a short time, somehow some situation will just pop up and turn the whole harmony ambiance into a very bad dissonance. Well this awkward scene just been play for another time with another character. This time I felt sorry but i don't, I'm just in a dilemma which lies between enduring the current situation for the sake of saving the time and heart that we chips in to build this bond of friendship or just burst out my gust and ruin the whole situation and start a conflict. well, thank god... i still got a sober intuitive. Not sure what will be coming up between us, but all i know is anyhow i will endure and lets see how bad the situation can be. I don't want to have anyone to hates me as I'm a vendetta. Well, there is no one on this world we can't live without, and i know these better then anyone else does. But do i really need to do this to myself? NO~ i don't think so, yes i can do things by my own and solve problem with my own rules. But be realistic, isn't that better if doing things with more help, rather then just grabbing everything by self. I need friends which understand me, and walk with me in all kind of situation and eventually impress me.If you are just some mundane fella that same attitude as those authoritative bastard, all i can tell you is " well, i don need this kinda of friend in my life".

anyhow, i think this friendship shouldn't sink these soon, i'll take my action to mend this bond. hope everything will be alright.
GOD BLESS...

The Dark Knight

The early bird may catch the worm, but it seems that night owls have more mental stamina. Scientists monitored the brain activity and hormone levels of both early risers and people who stay up late and had the subjects perform certain tests during their waking hours. Both groups scored the same on tests requiring attentiveness 90 minutes after waking, but 10 hours after rising, the self-described early birds felt sleepier, performed more slowly on tests, and showed reduced activity in brain areas linked to attention as compared to the night owls. Thus, it appears that night owls outlast early birds in the number of hours they can be awake before becoming mentally fatigued.So, what for wake up that early! XD